And only a single person GAVE A FLYING FUCK

ohkay rant time
lets be mother fucking honest
ANYONE WHO'S KNOWN ME OR KNOWN ABOUT ME FOR THE OAST SEVERAL YEARS HAS KNOWN
im that girl with the eating disorder.
in and out of treatment centers and hospitalizations.
and her i am. yet again dropping weight quick as hell
only a single person has taken the time to stop and say

"Ange, are you ohkay...ya know. nevermind, dont tell me ,i already know...Ange everything is going to be ok. i pinky promise."

AND IT WASNT MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND,
THE ONLY THING HE'S REALLY HAD TO SAY TO ME TODAY WAS
"you're being really short with me. can you not be short and just flirt with me"

im sorry but i found that really rude.
he woke me up twice last night for stupid ass shit then wants my full attention to be on him and like fucking 7am in the morning. like helllllloooooooo can you not.
what the hell is your issue
its not like you dont know how many issues im having with myself again
how many old behaviors are coming back. and you cant even ask if im ohkay because you want me to fucking flirt with you.
IM TRYING NOT TO KILL YOUR VIBE YOU IGNORANT FUCK. IF I NEED TO BE QUIET, LET ME SHUT THE FUCK UP AND BE QUIET.
THE DEATH OF GIUILIA IS STILL AFFECTING ME.
YOU ALWAYS YELLING AT ME IS AFFECTING ME.
LIKE DOES NO ONE GET THAT
IF YOU ANNOY ME, MAKE ME MAD, OR KILL MY VIBE IN ANY WAY WHAT LITTLE APPETITE I DID HAVE IS FUCKING GONE.

MY RANT IS NOW OVER. so sorry...