Wednesday, May 15, 2013

disgust

im depressed today. maybe more than i have ever been. i don't want to leave my room at all ever.
i am away from my phone
away from my family
as far away from friends as i can be
im sitting infront of my mirror half naked.
crying and pinching at my fat because it shows failure, inability, and weakness.
i cant begin to describe how i feel right now because it's nearly impossible.
all i know is that i don't know why this is happening to me.

i litterally disgust myself.

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