naked.

The more weight i lose the more numb i am.
The more numb i am the happier i am when people around me are happy.
But when things are rough, they're a thousand times harder.
Oh well.
It's deserved.
M came back into my life today.
And I'm not sure what to say.
He says he has a lot to show me and he understands if it takes me a while to trust him again as long as i eventually accept the past and move on from his mistakes.
You. Poisoned. My. Drip. Feed. And. You. Want. Me. To. Forgive. You.
I'm so curious to hear what he has to say though. He looks so much like the older M. Nothing like what he looked like last summer.
I'm leaving town for a week and a half on Saturday.
nerve racking.
Eating out and not being able to skip most meals is going to classify as a beached whale.
This post makes no sense I'm so sorry.