iIn several days.
The man i love will be momentarily moving to wisconsin.
Because of this distance he's been trying, nail and tooth, to make me hate him.
He's so stupid.
Yes a lot has changed.
But not for the bad.
And honestly, i don't want anyone but him.
He doesn't really understand that I'm in love with every little thing he does.
When we're mad at each other, and he's talking to me and messes up a word and he looks at me to see if i noticed he fucked up his sentence and i try so hard not to laugh and he tries so hard not to smile..
And falling asleep in his arms? It's like heaven, and the first words i hear when waking up are "hi beautiful" or something along those lines.
I can see and feel regret when he feels it and even though i shouldn't, i still trust him with my heart.
I'll post more about this later when I'm less sick.
Anyways, disorder wise.
I'm losing weight and have predeveloping pneumonia and bronchitis so we'll see which one develops first.
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