take it from the people like us (rant)

I have a very big issue when people comment on the things im eating/wanting to eat/or in the mood to eat.

for example.

Scenerio 1:
let's say you and I are at walmart and im looking through ice creams cause maybe I decided this week I would challenge myself with some ice cream. and I pick up salted carmel instead of vanilla. and you say something as little as "why are you getting that one and not the vanilla" I automatically don't want either now because you had to go fuck it up with your big mouth. do not ask me why. but that's just how I am.


Scenerioa two:

If I'm eating something you don't like, like maybe jalapeno bread, why in the any other hell would you come up to me and be like "that looks disgusting/that smells so gross/i would never eat that." And there ya go. Just like that. I don't want it anymore. Appetite ruined.

scenario threeeee: (BIGGEST PETPEVE EVVVVER. k maybe not ever but this gets to me bad)

any body with an eating disorder knows this very well with me, when you get in the mood to eat a specific thing from a specific place you will not rest till you get that one thing. weather you starve until you finally get the chance to get one thing or you eat and eat and eat and eat everything in sight until your craving is fulfilled. you don't stop until you get what you want. so for me, the thing I often crave is frozen yogurt. so how much pain can you imagine me being in when I haven't eaten for five days and decide I want fro yo but and my mom let's me know that the fro yo and toppings I got aren't healthy. bitch no.

scenario four:
"just eat helthy, and you will stay skinny you don't need to starve yourself"
"just have a salad"

ohkay yes I have fear foods but if I have a salad and a veggie burger infront of me, im not going to choose the salad because it's healthier. im not going to choose either because IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO EAT AND ILL FEEL LIKE SHIT REGUARDLESS OF WHAT IT IS.