safe and sound

i'm dropping weight feels like im getting fatter
not enough
it's making me feel so amazing. and i'm looking forward to being tiny again. He isn't talking to me i'm not talking to him I dunno. like im not texting him back but he's sending me back "ok" after I answer his questions so I have no reason to text him back. I have a friend who pretty much was like "let's help each other out" so im taking that for everything it is. let's starve
im so confused and mad don't talk to me talk to me

vent moment

"You're beautiful. Theres no one else i'd rather have. you're perfect"

you're favoriting pictures of girls that post pictures of them selves with little to no clothning on fucking twitter who have fat asses and big tits and who look nothing like me. girls who are slutty. girls who would have mindless sex or do sexual favors for men. so I've fucking learned first hand is more important than love. obviously. I don't do that. I don't offer myself up to anyone nor do I give you any reason to believe as though I would do so. it's whatever though..don't worry while you're over here loving them big booty bitches, i'm going to be over here making sure i'm the motherfucking opposite of them.

oh thankyou so much, that means a lot.